doesn't know how to deal
with what's going on
doesn't know how
to go on living
when the love of his life is gone
doesn't realize how often he behaved so selfish
even though he tries now
to be what he thinks others wish
maybe thats right maybe not but suicidal and doesn't give a shit
it hurts it really hurts
the way this life is put together
and i cannot stand it that the tv is still incessant
